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Wednesday, April 3, 2019

Babu Kishan and Nabani Das 'Khyapa Baul his Guru Grandfather' and 'Father' ! Truth Talk!

Although I am so lucky and blessed by #grace of #God#Goddesses !!
Still remember my Musical ability started more in various way from 1973 onward!! 
I am so lucky to have grown up on my famous #BaulSaintNabaniDasKhyapaBaul ‘s Lap he totally gave all his #Shakti and #mysticism to me. 
I am alive in cosmic way with different #Ayurvedic treatment by Nabani, he took me to almost every temple where I have darshan with all the Great Siddha’s, Saints, Yogi as we wandered with a big hope for my life. Credit goes to my sweet Grandmother, that little baby left to die at birth, was born Mystic with universal vast knowledges more than anyone of my lineage and worked out found out A to Z of life and cosmic power. I do not often share my life story but this is part of it.
I am only from oldest #Baullineage and being the first Grandchild and oldest of my generation. I have brought Baul to the outside world and Indian Music with the record companies in Bombay. I am one of the first to categorize all of Indian Music for the biggest Music companies. Various music, variety of #modern #writeup#poetry #songs#stories, knowledge of #technology
I was born before my parents marriage #lovechild, premature with crooked limbs I was taken to #SuriOldHospital’s where the Doctor told them, this baby would only live for couple days. I was not supposed to live, so they left me to die. Now that I have 2 of my own children I can not imagine leaving a tiny baby, they left me to die just like a street dog, they continued their behaviour as long as I have known them, if they could use me for themselves they did but certainly my parents never did anything for me. 

We are all born with different karma's I was born into my Guru's lap and spent 8 years with him he gave me everything as did my Grandmother, my parents are a different story as much as I loved them I can not say it was returned and that is just the way it goes. It is their loss for leaving twice in my life because when they got me at 8 years of age they put me in an orphanage.
Nabani Das Khyapa Baul and his eldest Grandson, in 1964 approximately, he named Babu Kishan - Krishnendu and called him Prem. Babu Kishan was always with Nabani on his lap or close by 24/7, joined at the hip with the Guru.
I was left at birth to this day not sure exactly why? Was it because I was born premature and with crooked limbs or was it because I was born before my parents were married? They left me with my Maha Siddha Grandpa “Nabani Das Khyapa Baul' and Grandma “Brajabala Dasi' a true authentic Vaishnava Baul. Nabani and Brajabala used Ayurvedic healing to straighten my limbs and keep me alive, thank God for them and Nabani being a great alchemist healer of Rasa gave me life, taking me to Ma Tara at Tarapith regularly, I owe Tara Ma and Kali Ma my life we have been very close since my birth in Birbhum. My life was cut out for me at birth, an inborn Tantric and a Music Composer, and of course many other things including Film.
I was returned to Purna and Manju when Nabani passed in 1969 because Brajabala wanted me to with Purna and Manju who already had 2 other sons, and to get an education outside of the village. When I arrived in Calcutta they put in an orphanage, far from Calcutta? 

Whatever I am now I did all by myself alone, I never took nor received any help from Purna Das Baul my parents, I made myself strong in every way so as to never even use them for anything. However, they used me emotionally, financially, musically, my whole life, which is my fault to have allowed, especially because there was no respect and where there is no respect there can be no love. 

I composed all the music, produced the music and marketed all this Music for my Dad, in the albums below and many songs were my own poetry. I never received anything in return, not a rupee, no royalties, not eve a thank you, not that I was looking for that but as I get older I think and think, they did not even give any respect to me, and actually worked against me. This is not love.

Now with a fresh mind and through time I can see, my parents abused me, even though I am the one who made them famous with my life work, all the music I composed, arranged, promoted, all my time and devotion taking them around the world before there was internet and the modern technology of today. My life devoted to them, all my money and talent given to them, other arrangement management organized with strong ability always make you a complete and strong platform. Which I did without any of my benefit to myself and now I see in someway I made my life complicated and allowed so much of my own suffering. I should have stood up long ago, I should not have ignored all the nasty things you said behind my back. I would bring a Bollywood star to your home and after leaving they would always say, who is your family, they do not have anything nice to say about you, they said this and that, only to get angry at the person who told me the truth. I am sorry.

I was born a Mystical Music Composer with the ability to organize, arrange, manage, academic in so many different ways from music to programs, I am the person who gave Baul’s a platform to stand on, a template and many have followed in my footsteps around the World and with Baul and Baul fusion Music. Now looking back on it it, I born with special mind, a Tantric mind inherited from my Grandpa who was a genius who all genius people like to be around, he was the Baul who initiated Rabindranath Tagore into Baul, all poets, artists, musicians and even political leaders like Nehru wanted to be associated with, most of Nabani’s history has gone to the way side because he never wanted to be known but his son my father Purna Das Baul had the desire to be seen and known by all. I was the only one who talked and kept my Grandfathers memory alive, holding a Baul Mela in Calcutta every year to honour him with my energy, my money, my time.
What today the Baul artist are experiencing is due to my hard work, I made what is tough much easier.
Once I was alone and with the sky full of stars, it was summer holidays Durga Puja time and all the children at the Ramakrishna Misson had gone home, however, nobody came to pick me up to take me home 🏠, I was only 8 years old and still adjusting to the fact that I was essentially an orphan in a different place now. One midnight I woke up with a magical lights everywhere, even thought there was nobody there. I kept hearing the sound like 'I am with everyone’ I felt my Grandpa always my ideal my first Guru, my inner lights to esoteric goal. I am born Mystic as I felt day by day trying to understand why I was so different from other people. I never said anything to any one, I have kept all my magical mystical experiences to myself. A friend once told the baby cry’s most get milk, anyhow I never cried but got everything travel more than 💯 Countries and so many connections without anyone’s support except my Guru.

After moving to Bombay, the first Daughter gonna be born, I didn’t have a rupee in my pocket but doctor gave full of list with so many medications, magically I got call from #UshaMangeshkar #PankajUdgas #RVPandit for wonderful wishes, I was so absent minded couldn’t say anything only Ha Hu but never told anyone I needed money, I didn’t know what gonna I was going to do? 
I took a bus sat just front seat bus 🚌 back n forth from King Circle to Tardeo area . I looked and saw wonderful lights going one step before and stopped Worli. I got down at #Hajiali and keep walking following that like ended up to #HajiAliBaba, spend some time and back to home next morning have to go to hospital, got a call from a #Parsilady who was working for #BombayCancerSociety, I met months ago and we supposed to make an unique #Audiobook but somehow didn’t happened she needed permission from other board member. she told time to star if u need some money advance come to meet me morning, got 40’000 cash 💰 without saying anything and 60’000 later. 
My first Daughter born with 40,000 cash like a #miracle a mystical desire of need at that time. I still talk with my Grandpa Guru to this day, he left the planet in 1969 and is forever, with me. When I first came to Bombay another mystical happened to me and the hotel we stayed in #Dadar east, my parents were visiting with two other guys present. I had arranged a singing program for my parents but it was to be in 3 day. I went to front desk and asked if we can go on a city tour. When I was talking to this Maharastrian guy, I became absent mind and again my Grandpa around me and took my mind to a photo. I was little surprised to see the photo with full of energy and smiling at me and suddenly I asked the boy who that photo about? SaiBaba Shirdi Ke SaiBaba, from that day on I always found my Grandpa in SaiBaba.

From that day my life made much easier through #ShirdiSaiBaba. I am alive due to my Grandparents and all their hard work and their mystical connection to me, they are my Guru's, which I felt the day my Grandfather died like a electrical came to my body still can not even think he is no more, he always with me with his mystical smile, he game my name #Prem and named me Krishnendu which is my legal name!
Suri Doctor #Kaligoti used to call me #Babu and called my Grandpa #BabaNabani you and your Prem feel like the real honey connection. Kaligoti doctor also supported me a lot through Ayurvedic Healing, he was a close friend of my Grandfather and they were all into Ayurvedic herbs and alchemy and compared notes, much of this has been passed onto me! 
Anyhow my parents were so busy for their own life and my grandparents gave me all their focus, it was a time when Nabani had quite his wandering traveling ways and was staying with me all the time. Kaligoti had told Nabani that I was not a regular baby, something was different from the other babies, my Grandpa answered, obviously he is my #Madhu my Love my Prem has to be extraordinary and I have always been so different, my mind is completely different from from regular people and any of the children born in my #Baulfamily. 

A story below just one example of Babu Kishan's Calcutta family, and how they used and brain washed him, I call it emotional blackmail.  Early 1980's, it was difficult for Babu Kishan because he never really felt he belonged and never quit fit in but he did everything to please them and gave everything he gave all to them, including credit for his work?? These have been huge lessons in Babu Kishan's life. His Grandmother always taught him, let it go, leave it, just let it be?

Babu Kishan as Krishnendu Das was the Music Director, Composer, Principle Music, Background Music and Film Design of this movie,  he won the Best Music in Russian Film Festival and Best Music Indian National Award and Best Film 1981 the film was released in 1983.

Long story, long story behind this film and the truth will be told.

Purna Das Baul was NOT the music director, it is all about family emotional Blackmail, Babu put his fathers name there because this is what his Mom wanted, hard to believe but Babu would do whatever his parents wanted. Purna Das Baul is not a Music Composer or Music Director, he is only a singer and had to be taught to sing in Hindi because he did not speak Hindi, he has never ever composed any music (period).

Babu Kishan name listed as Krishnendu Das is listed on the original movie and music. It was later mysterious changed to his father Purna Das Baul and his Mom said, no leave it.