We are all born with different karma's I was born into my Guru's lap and spent 8 years with him he gave me everything as did my Grandmother, my parents are a different story as much as I loved them I can not say it was returned and that is just the way it goes. It is their loss for leaving twice in my life because when they got me at 8 years of age they put me in an orphanage.
Nabani Das Khyapa Baul and his eldest Grandson, in 1964 approximately, he named Babu Kishan - Krishnendu and called him Prem. Babu Kishan was always with Nabani on his lap or close by 24/7, joined at the hip with the Guru.
Whatever I am now I did all by myself alone, I never took nor received any help from Purna Das Baul my parents, I made myself strong in every way so as to never even use them for anything. However, they used me emotionally, financially, musically, my whole life, which is my fault to have allowed, especially because there was no respect and where there is no respect there can be no love.
I composed all the music, produced the music and marketed all this Music for my Dad, in the albums below and many songs were my own poetry. I never received anything in return, not a rupee, no royalties, not eve a thank you, not that I was looking for that but as I get older I think and think, they did not even give any respect to me, and actually worked against me. This is not love.
After moving to Bombay, the first Daughter gonna be born, I didn’t have a rupee in my pocket but doctor gave full of list with so many medications, magically I got call from #UshaMangeshkar #PankajUdgas #RVPandit for wonderful wishes, I was so absent minded couldn’t say anything only Ha Hu but never told anyone I needed money, I didn’t know what gonna I was going to do?
A story below just one example of Babu Kishan's Calcutta family, and how they used and brain washed him, I call it emotional blackmail. Early 1980's, it was difficult for Babu Kishan because he never really felt he belonged and never quit fit in but he did everything to please them and gave everything he gave all to them, including credit for his work?? These have been huge lessons in Babu Kishan's life. His Grandmother always taught him, let it go, leave it, just let it be?
Babu Kishan as Krishnendu Das was the Music Director, Composer, Principle Music, Background Music and Film Design of this movie, he won the Best Music in Russian Film Festival and Best Music Indian National Award and Best Film 1981 the film was released in 1983.
Long story, long story behind this film and the truth will be told.
Purna Das Baul was NOT the music director, it is all about family emotional Blackmail, Babu put his fathers name there because this is what his Mom wanted, hard to believe but Babu would do whatever his parents wanted. Purna Das Baul is not a Music Composer or Music Director, he is only a singer and had to be taught to sing in Hindi because he did not speak Hindi, he has never ever composed any music (period).
Babu Kishan name listed as Krishnendu Das is listed on the original movie and music. It was later mysterious changed to his father Purna Das Baul and his Mom said, no leave it.